Day 59 - Cultured

Today, while I enjoyed my delish mac and cheese from Panera I sat near a lady with a thick Australian accent. I'd like to say I cultured myself a bit by sitting there and listening to her words flow together. lol

Sorry for the phone picture, my camera isn't always glued to me.

Day 58 - Ode to Bieber

Okay, the kid has officially earned my full respect, not that that matters to him at all, but still.

After seeing the movie more times then I'd like to own up to he still seems to be a genuinely good kid. His head and his heart seem to be in the right place. He's well grounded for all the fame he has come upon in the past 2 years and the lyrics to Pray and Down to Earth still catch me every time.

Also, your acoustic versions are insane!

Way to go, Bieb. I look forward to watching your fame grow and watching you grow into it.

Day 57 - Sleep

Those lovely pain pills that I have kinda knocked me out today. I slept off and on until 1:45 and I'm still very tired as I type this.

Oh, and I was wrong. My face got much more swollen over night. Sigh...

Day 56 - Chipmunk

*This is by far the most unattractive picture I have ever posted anywhere and the last that I will. lol. Look at your own risk.*


Soo apparently my cheeks will reach there peak swelling in 2 days. I honestly don't think my face can be stretched much more then it is right now. I guess I will find out. I dont know about you guys though. lol

Day 55 - Lost Wisdom

Since I can't use my normal tooth brush for awhile due to the strength my dad bought me the best tooth brush I have ever owned.

It's spiderman and it lights up. :)

Day 54 - Still Perplexed

I have no idea why but the idea of simply selling a Barbie head doesn't sit right with me. It's just.. odd. lol

And it's a phone pic. Sorry, I truly hate using my phone camera.

On a side note, Rest In Peace, Kyle. You'll be greatly missed.

Day 53 - Perfection.

I love Chocolate.
I love Peanut Butter.
I love the combination.
These were absolutely perfect for me!

Day 52 - Senior Day

Also known as the long day where you hear repeated information and get extrememly bored. At least there was a chick-fil-a on campus..

Day 51 - Choices

Life is filled with choices. Some as simple as which street to turn onto or what shoes to wear. Some are more difficult. Life changing and hard.

Were all faced with choices each and every day. We think them through, figure out which is best, and take a leap of faith into the great unknown.



lately, my life has been filled with more of the hard choices then the simple ones. I know that what I have chosen is what is best for me. I know where I want to end up and I think that I'm finally on my way, but at the same time I feel rather stuck.

No one truly undserstands the choices I've made or what led me to choose them. No one understands the thoughts spiraling through my head every moment, and no one knows how relieved yet scared I feel knowing that I just took the first real step into my future.

I know that from this point there is no backing down nad no giving up. Frankly, i wouldn't want to even if I had the choice. I know that now it's my responsibility to prove to everyone else that the path I have turned onto is what is truly better for me.

My life belongs to me, and I know that my future is bright. I know that if I stay on this path I can and will do great things. I know a lot more now then I did even 2 short months ago. I know what I want and I know how I want to get it.


Also, just a week ago I stated that I wasn't a belieber, yet today, through two songs, I started to become one. Not because he's hot and his voice is heavenly, and i sure have not sunken to the level of needing to marry him. Simply because they spoke to me in a way a song never has. It showed my what I need to strive for and expressed some of my own thoughts.

If you get the chance listen to Pray and Down to the Earth by Justin Bieber. They may seem pety, but in a way they changed my life.


This is probably rambled beyond belief and nearly impossible to understand, and for that I apologize, but I got out what I wanted to, just not in the proper order.

Day 50 - Gloomy

It was just one of those days. Cloudy and low key. It was kind of an off day. I was hoping for something exciting to happen, but that will not be the case.

As for tomorrow, Never Say Never for the second time with one of my best friends, I get to hang out with the sweetest little kids around in the church nursery, and hopefully get to snap some pics of a sweet little baby boy in the house next door. :)

Day 49 - The Small Things

There's something about today that led me to be sentimental. Maybe it's that I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about my life and what truly matters.

I volunteered at the preschool down the street from my house today. One of my favorite little kids goes there and I got to spend some time with her.

At some point it hit me that the kid sitting on my lap and singing nursery rhymes to me and that had just shown me her wiggly tooth and the gap from the one she had already lost and that could pump on the swing higher then any other kid had grown up.

It's honestly amazing to me how fast time goes. I can vividly remember pushing her in her stroller up to the park before she was even one to push her on the swing. Heck, I remember before she even had a tooth to lose. It seems like yesterday, but is been almost 6 years since I met that little girl.

Today showed me that I really and truly need to start living in the moment because there are only so many minutes in a day and they add up quickly and if you skip even a few you can miss monumental things.

Day 48 - I Got Bored

Thoughts of the Day:
I could live outside if it stays this nice.
It's really windy though...
Why do you drive on a parkway and park on a driveway?
I miss Roz.. again.
Tomorrow will be fun. :)
my new lens is fantastic, even though I didn't use it on these pics.
Purple ink pens help my mood.. a lot.
4 months is way too long not to see someone you care about.

This right here, made me smile... for a long time.

Day 47 - Grass

While there is still some snow on the ground being about to see most of the grass has been fantastic even though it's all dead, along with the 60 degree weather. Spring Fever has hit me! I cannot wait for nicer weather all the time. :)

Day 46 - Hello, Bow

Soo this bow I found today is huge. Like wider then my head, just huge! That picture doesn't even do it a justice. I wish i could get the point across of how huge this really is. lol.

It's obviously the top one compared to a fairly normal sized bow.

Day 45 - Waffles

There is nothing like breakfast for dinner, well in my opinion there isn't. :)

Day 44 - Bieber Fever?

While it was an incredibly cute movie and has given me more respect for the kid and a TON of respect for his mom, I must inform you all that this non-belieber still hasn't caught the fever, well, not quite yet at least.

Day 43 - Roz!

I love this baby girl! i hadn't seen her in two months after seeing her all the time during the summer! I got my Roz fix and man it felt good. :)

Day 42 - Fonzie

The dog that normally hates and runs away from cameras was in love with mine today. I think this picture is hilarious!

Side Note: If all works out how it should, tommorow's picture will by far be my favorite of the year so far.

Day 41 - Cold

It wasn't until this year that I noticed how truly cold it is outside. Day's like today make me love my little heater more then I already did.

Day 40 - It Fit.

Never have I had a fortune that fit what I was feeling and going through quite like the one I had today.

Day 39 - Finally!

The project started in September. Today at approximately 11:36 A.M. it was completed. Every student in the school is now connected and it will be on the bottom of ever page in the yearbook. All I can say is Finally!

Random thought of the day:
Since when does Target sell half of a barbie? Just thought I'd ask, seeing as I saw them.

Day 38 - Homemade

Okay, I must say, homemade thin mints top girl scout ones by a long shot.

Day 37 - Pieces

There comes a time when moving on in inevitable. Normally, it's not a welcomed change but this time it is.

I finally realized that there is a difference between being alive and actually living. It flat out sucks when you realize that for the past several months of your life you've been doing nothing but the bare minimum letting life changing experiences pass you by.

It sucks when you finally realize that you've let your life be taken over by something that has no right to. When you let people walk all over you just because it's easier that way. When you let the person that you truly are and are meant to be be taken from you because you're afraid to fight back.

It's so clear to me that the past couples years of my life have been filled with mistakes, and not the ones that I knew were mistakes from the start. I drifted so far from everything and everybody in my life. I lost my faith, a lot of my friends, and in a way, my family.

I became the exact opposite of who I want to be in every possible way. I use to be happy, genuinely happy not the fake crap I've been pulling lately. It's doesn't make sense to me. I don't know why I let it get this far.

Today is the day that I pick up the pieces of my life and start reassembling it. It's been ripped apart for far too long. I'm ready to be me again and to live for nobody but myself.

Day 36 - Perplexed.

I have never seen a hair spray can like this. lol
btw, another phone pic. Sorry for quality.

Day 35 - Hidden Surprises

I just love rediscovering this tiny hand print from time to time. :)

Day 34 - Nothing special

Just something delicious and absolutely bizarre that I encountered today.

Day 33 - Snow

That lovely bowl of fluff turned into delicious snow ice cream. :)

Day 32 - Dear Mr. Mailman.

I truly do understand that it is freezing and the blowing snow does not help at all, but I also know that you know me very well seeing as you are my neighbor. You know how important it is for me to get a picture before you step all over my snow.

You came too early, and you never, ever ever park in front of my house and step through the whole yard. You usually sneak by the bushes doing minimal damage.

Sigh, at least its still snowing..